jumbled

i suppose i could
if i tried
i suppose i would
if i thought you
would notice
maybe if i could
stay focused long enough
i could clearly express or
at least say enough to
help you sort of
understand
all of the things
that get jumbled together
when i fumble the words
that perfectly express
the way i feel about you
but it seems that
my best attempts
only leave me feeling like
i could do better
so i hope i show you
better than i tell you that
my heart is yours
and my smile
laugh and
love
say more than
my pen will ever
allow me to write...